kisah sebalik meja dapur

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tangan aku tak habis menggumpal benang benang alas meja. ditarik tarik lurus setiap satu. ibu jari kaki tak habis bergesel gesel. restless. 

bila semua orang di dining hall dekat meja makan is talking about wednesday, apparently the MRI is scheduled to wednesday. the conversation is more to calming each other rather than questioning the possiblities.

sorry lah my few previous posts are quite intense. i cant deny this thing is worrying me walau di ajar diri berkali kali. ini takdir.

cuma i love the calm days bila umi makin rapat dengan aku. umi makin belai aku as if were counting days perhaps we may sugarcoat the situation or the possiblities. at least the lesson for the family is not to appreciate people only when they are gone. its the time. now. tak kisah la apa jadi kan ?

nothing to lose loving.