first to go

Posted in By beoma 0 comments

so last night i saw an entry at facebook. age of 24-27 is not going to be a good period in someones life.

masa tulah baru nak masuk kerja. baru nak habis belajar. berpisah dengan kawan kawan. sibuk nak fikir jodoh dan bagai.

dan masa tu lah crush crush kau kahwin.
ok thats the real point of this entry sebenarnya haha.

well, soon tak lama lagi my first crush ever is going to get married. ok this is pathetic as shit. sumpah pathetic. aku rasa loser gila by this sentence. hahahahahahahahaskjnsdcogc

she is my first crush seriously. the first person yang aku hadiahkan something romantic. a chocolate bar of cadbury black forest. besar dia mak ai aku tak pernah beli untuk diri sendiri pon. the only fear i have that time is, is it going to be serious. rumbling through my mind and what the hell. what could be worse than that kan?

stuffs went good. but crush remains a crush. bila someone gets in the way. and i was so humble/stupid back then. until now pon.

this is more to a lesson actually.
kalau bukan jodoh then thats it.

move on and have trust in Allah.

bunga bukan sekuntum sounds so cliche. 


tapi betullah, bunga bukan sekuntum.